2. I will make an effort to start random conversations with random people. I need to update my people skills. I envy that person who stands in line and can just pick the most random topic to talk about with the person behind or in front of them. I’ve always been a little anti-social and I got away with it and I probably could still get away with it, but come on.. I’m going into business. Its practically a necessity.
3. I WILL STUDY. Period.
4. Regardless of what relationships I end up in, I will never put my friends in the back of the bus again. I’ve lost TOO many people from giving everything up for someone it never worked out with and it wasn’t even worth it, in the end. I’m not saying I wouldn’t be dedicated or loyal or anything, but I will make sure that I designate a couple days a week for girl time.
5. I will not be spiteful. I think that’s the most important thing. Yeah, Christian screwed me over. Yes, he is probably one of the biggest douche bags in the world. But realistically, I can’t fix anything that has happened. I think I was so angry about it because in the back of my mind I just wanted things to go back to the way they were and I just wish I could have stayed completely oblivious to everything but, I didn’t. And now I know. And now I can move on and know that it was really both of our faults and life goes on. One day I’ll look back and won’t even remember what his voice sounds like because people get over stuff. Time heals everything.