February 2012
6 posts
January 2012
5 posts
What did I tell you? Biggest mistake you would...
And today is the first day you witnessed it with your own two eyes. Now watch me succeed.
#RANT
I remember from what I was 13 to 15 I had all these boyfriends whose names I can barely remember. I’ve probably even forgotten some. And I remember how I thought my heart was so broken. Not for all of them, but for some of them, I seriously thought the world was over. And I got over every single one of them in my own time. I know its much different situation, but its just a point that life...
Last minute list of stuff that will be different...
1. I want to drink more water. Seriously, if I didn’t drink so many Starbucks drinks I would be around five pounds thinner. I’m not saying I won’t still get my occassional amazing venti iced, nonfat, no whip tuxedo mocha.. bwahaha BUT on a daily basis when I am working I will just drink large glasses of water and take my espresso shots straight.
2. I will make an effort to start random...
December 2011
11 posts
Woke up to a text.
“so, who did you get the flowers from???”
Exact quote.
And they won’t be getting an answer.
“Jessica has a cruuuush. Jessica has a cruuuuush. Jessica has a cruuuush.”
I just want to see you cry hysterically like your life has just been destroyed. Like, borderline suicidal. Like everything just came crashing down in a matter of seconds. Then after about a day or so, I wanna give you a hug and tell you everything is okay, have you take me out for dinner, buy me some things, believe that your life is going to be okay and that things are better now because through...
“Swallow your feelings. Scoop them neatly and don’t let them spill or leave a...”
– Swallow Your Feelings - Julie Beck (via creatingaquietmind)
I was accepted in CSU SF and CSU Sac. For the second year in a row. For the second time in a row. For the second time in a row, Christian has ruined it for me. For the second time in a row, my future was determined by how he’s screwed me over. For the second time in a row, I couldn’t finish the classes that I needed to be able to transfer because of a good for nothing relationship....
November 2011
7 posts
Today is the last day I'll let you ruin my mood.
Happy anniversary baby. Five short years. Or really, our relationship was only solid for about two of those five years after what’s been shared with me. Even though you’ve been fucking around the whole time. But really, now that I’m not blinded, it was pretty obvious.
So happy you can be spending it with the same girl you probably have been spending it with for the last three...
uhh DUH
why do you think i want to hear about how YOU are going to miss my ex? and your boyfriend is going to miss my ex? and the whole group is going to be different? and how nothing will be the same anymore?
CLEARLY you have never been through a break up. please stfu. sincerely. you are my friend’s sister and you are kinda my friend too so i will never be able to be this blunt to you and you...
October 2011
4 posts
please tell me, how the fuck do you go from someone being everything in our life that makes you happy to everything in your life that makes you miserable? and how te fuck are you supposed to “cope” when you lose your happiness?
btw.
its really fucked up of you to be going out already with people. its been less than a day. but its cool. two can play that game, baby (:
pros & cons:
CONS:
- i just wasted an entire high school life and half of my college life on someone who i thought i was going to marry but, clearly, that did not happen.
- i don’t know how to flirt anymore.
- i am repulsed by any other guy’s penis, therefore I will probably be celibate for the rest of my life.
- even if i WANTED to have sex with anyone else, contrary to popular belief, i am...
September 2011
6 posts
hangover.
Just submitted my TAG for Women’s Studies. Let’s hope the same thing that worked out for Mahak works out for me tooooo.
Please ): I’m desperate.
Should’ve just frikkin went to Sac when I was accepted..
FINALLY some relief.
so, i guess i’m getting $2700 for financial aid a semester. its less than i’m used to but no one has any idea how much of a relief this is. that is over three months of rent! i should be getting $1350 of it some time this week, which means i can pay my bills on time (: everything would have been fine if i had started working the day that my frikkin boss MiLinnda told me I would be...
August 2011
12 posts
Somethings gotta give.
this past year, i have learned that if someone says not to respond to an e-mail/facebook message/IM/note/letter/voicemail/text.. just don’t fucking respond. let them have the last word.
history keeps repeating itself which much mean that i’m really fucking stupid like a politician or something or maybe god just hates me for going all “not-religious-ish” anymore.
off to my...
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I get a kitty todayyyy (:
so excited!!!
A little bit more effort, please.
doesn’t it say something to you when i struggle to find reasons to stay? seriously? sorry for being so bitchy all the time, but if you have a huge problem with it, you shouldn’t have came back on your knees begging. you need to make up your mind because its wasting my time.
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Hey Californians!!
sillysammyy:
Please sign this petition and send it to Gov. Brown to ask him to keep plastic supporters OUT of our environemtal curriculum!
Much appreciated :)
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you couldn’t get in my pants, i ruined your life, and now you’re hooking up with high school girls when you should’ve graduated college by the end of this year but you’re too damn lazy. wow. you continue to impress me with your ways of handling situations you actually put yourself in.
i’m sorry for what happened, but you are truly pathetic. and you are a complete...